I wished the bus ride home yesterday was longer. I loved how I spaced out into nothingness instead of getting into deep thoughts and the fact that it was a good alone time, not wanting anyone there with me. Except for the fact that the tip of my nose was freezing and that the plastic sheet covering my a3 print-outs was starting to stick to my thigh, everything else was perfect. Because I was in a state of nothingness.
Zen.
Or maybe I was just damn tired la wth hahahhaa.
Am in school again. trying to finish my work. Think PatTan will be sick of seeing me already, I tried to bribe her yesterday hahhaha didn't work.
I don't want to be home, but I don't really want to be here either. So where do I go?
Oh oh oh , I appointed a safe room in my house already to protect me from the tank roaming around, bashing the hell out of everything. My toilet. Good hor, I spent an hour inside just sitting on the floor.. singing songs. hahhahahahhahaha.
Thank you to those few who made my day yesterday :) It was nice to talk to you again Jo, at 5a.m in the morning. I really do miss you. Wonder what you would have been doing if you stayed in Singapore instead.
And then right right right! In the bus today my mind started to wander off, no zen moment today, and I started to wander, who the hell decided what was silly or what was appropriate or that thin is sexy and so and so. You knw what I mean? What if there was no bartering system long time ago, and money does not exist? Will it be better? Will people kill for money, for land? Or maybe not so drastic, will people fight about money?
Maybe all of us would be sharing and caring, like care bear, just that we'll be lazy as hell, ah dang!
Priority, my ass, wake up your idea, imeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Oh and to 1 of the 2 most important men in my life, your thank you made my day. But whatever you said before ruined it. So you were -1 at first, and then you +1 so now you're 0.
Stomach egg :(